Thursday, June 11, 2020

Blissful Birthday, Lady Love

Happy Birthday

22 years back, on this day you were born,

Shining like the sun on a bright morn.

A heart so kind and a soul so pure,

for my worst exertion, you are the cure.

Day is tiring in this world full of menace,

Then comes the night when you give me quantum of solace.

As my tired body collapses on the bed at night,

You hold my hand firm and tight,

I look in your eyes, so dark and deep,

you smile and my heart skips a beat!

Your placid face gives me peace

My arm around you and I fall asleep.

I enjoy a peaceful repose

as inside my soul knows

that my lady with her heavenly smile,

will hold my hand and walk eternal miles.

No matter how hard the battle is,

With her by my side, I can fight with ease

Through my ups and downs she will stay

Hereby I wish her a  Happy Birthday.

May your smile keep glowing bright,

remember dear, your smile is my source of might.

Love you Lady....and your placid smile

May happiness always be yours

Saturday, January 11, 2020

Homeless


                                                            Homeless
                  
The chill is here, the sun has set,
the homeless poor begin to fret.
I wonder if I’d survive this night,
if again my loved would meet my sight.
The whole day spent begging here and there,
in a world that little cares.

“No work for you”, is all they said,
looking with disdain at my impaired leg.
Devoid of penny, I began to beg.
Day after day I bow and bend,
for my kith, to whom my qualms are sent.
I brave the sun, the rain and the snow
with a dream in my eyes
that one day into a fine man, my kid shall grow
then in joy and mirth, I shall rise
and speak of the struggle, sitting in my paradise.

For beggars in this pitiless town,
where most look at us in contempt and frown, 
getting a penny is a fiendish task
so I beg from dawn to dusk.
grueling day, my soul seeks rest.
Watch the birds fly back to their nest.
The nest, their home, so warm and dry,
unlike the cold streets where I lie.
The cold bitter wind rips my veins
as I lay tattered in a narrow lane.
The nature blows sans mercy,
harping upon the city’s apathy.

I close my eyes and see the kid and my wife,
the ones to whom I have dedicated my life.
They stay in a hamlet far from here,
staying so far, yet so close and near.
The warm memory even in the cold so vile,
brings on my wretched face, a wide smile.
The warmth of it makes my spirit bold,
serves as a quilt in the bitter cold.

Into the land of sleep I descend,
tomorrow again, I’d beg and send
unto my kid grows and says, “Dad, misery ends!”
                                                                                      ~Saurajit Sinha


Saturday, September 14, 2019

When I Die


                                                 When I Die
When I die
and my soul begins to fly
to the unknown place,
leaving behind my mortal remains,
I want you to cry
kissing my face that will turn cold and dry.
The drops that trickle down your face
will carry the memories of our happy days.
The days we stayed with our arms locked
basking in each other’s warmth round the clock.
My face will get wet as your tears drain
Who knows? The drops might make me rise again.
As my mortal remain is consigned to the flame
and with it shall burn all the worldly possessions and fame,
watch the fire as high as it soars,
there goes my soul knocking at the other world’s door.

After I die,
do not cry
because in every moment, there will be my presence,
close your eyes and you will feel my essence.
As the first warm rays of the sun peep in and fall on your face,
feel the warmth of my kisses with which you began your days.
When the cool breeze will blow,
it will carry my voice that you say is so soft and mellow.
Close your eyes and you can hear,
your love whispering in your ear,
“Dear, I am with you. Do not fear!”
When the rain drops shall replenish the earth,
remember that they carry my smile that you say, brings you mirth.
In this way I shall thrive
at every avenue of your life.

After I die,
do not cry.
In your heart I shall reside
until in the other world we meet
I would be at the door to give you a hearty and emotional greet.
Till then enjoy your life, smile and laugh.
In your happiness shall shine my epitaph.
                                                                   ~Saurajit Sinha      

An Open Letter Of Love Across the Border


                                   
                               An Open Letter Of Love Across the Border


To my beloved Shazia,

Shazia has an Arabic origin. It refers to a girl who is ineffably beautiful yet devoid of the scorn that such beauty is usually associated with, a girl who is jocund yet sincere, a girl with great wit and knowledge yet she would be one of the humblest person you would ever come across...”, you said laughing. I kept on staring at you in awe as you presented that compendious account of the provenance of your name and I blurted out a line, “You are one of those who live up to their names to the fullest”. You gave that enthralling smile and my heart once again, missed a beat.

This letter is an avowal as I pen down the thoughts that occupy the most secret corners of my heart. Today I am in my frankest self.

When I was apprised of the proposed student exchange program that my college would be conducting with a college in Islamabad, as a part of establishing goodwill between the estranged neighbours, I admit, that I was severely disappointed having believed always that nothing except war can settle dispute between India and Pakistan. I always felt that most Pakistani citizens have a propensity towards violence. Fate decided to change my views and took me to the place whose name I had loathed till then.

On the very first day we had a debate on whether capital punishment should be done away with in both the nations. This was the place where I saw you for the first time. That debate would always be the most memorable one of my life. You rose to go for the motion as I, sitting in the opposition bench, stared at you in contempt. You started presenting your argument in an inimitable style and declared that Indian prisoners even if convicted of as serious charge as espionage shouldn’t be executed as judicial killing had never fructified. This was the point when I looked up and stared at you with respect. As you elaborated on your notions of peace, I felt my stubborn belief for years that Pakistan and violence are synonymous, getting thwarted. By the time you ended, the seed of admiration was already sown in my heart. When I saw you vehemently clapping with an expression of appreciation on your face after I finished, it was an unprecedented experience for me as I had never met anyone who respected opponent with such veracity. Well ma’am, the saplings of love were out from the seed by then. I won the debate but was beginning to lose my heart.

Then I remember the recess period when I interacted with you personally for the first time and exchanged our views on world politics. You amazed me again when I realized that you knew more of Indian mythology and Hindu epics than I did. As my ears were giving you a patient hearing, my eyes overwhelmed with admiration explored your face which was partially concealed behind dark, shiny strands of hair hanging down. I loved the way you ran your fingers and flicked your hair behind your ears, unravelling your face from the dark strands that were lending a mystic air to your face all the while. I fell in love with your eyes, so deep and intense with a contagious serenity radiating from them that can calm even the most turbulent soul. Your placid, unmitigated smile that stayed glued on your face seemed like a balm to the deepest agonies of my life and your words constituted the quantum of solace every soul seeks for, in this tumultuous world.

That one month of student exchange course was the best time of my life. Although we have spoken over whatsapp ever since I returned to India, I could never gather the courage to be so honest with you. I had thought of proposing you last week but failed to muster courage though I believe we both could make out the feelings that we had been harbouring for each other. Finally I forwarded my proposal late in the night yesterday and went off to sleep full of exciting apprehensions. In the morning I frantically switched on my phone to find the message delivered but yet to be read. Just then my news app pops, notifying about a bomb blast at a busy market place in Islamabad~”Bomb blast claims life of a young lady, leaves others injured.” Full of worst premonitions, I switched on the app iterating the same prayer, “God, please keep her safe.” The article showed the picture of the lone casualty, the gory face of a young lady, a life nipped in the bud. I always claimed that my eyes can find you no matter what. Fate was having a cruel laugh putting my claims to test. The phone dropped from my hand and I wished ardently ~let my eyes be deceived, let my tall claims of finding you be proved hollow. The name of the victim confirmed my worst fear ~the fear of losing you forever. I could feel the pain from your blood-smeared face, the tranquillity of your face engulfed by violence. The heavenly smile was no more there and the realization dawned on me that the smile, no matter how eternal it seemed, was also subject to the confines of mortality.

Your words rang in my ears~”It’s the fear of losing a person that makes us love the person even more.” I thought of ending my life for an instance but how could I? You always taught me how I should never surrender in life. My proposal would remain unread but you always said,  ”True love needs no formal proposal.”  Maybe my expressions were enough to courier my feelings to your heart.

My eyes have welled up yet I am smiling as I distinctly visualize my Shazia reading this letter with that innocent, refreshing smile in an unknown land. I am sure you would wait for me until my time expires in this mortal world and I transcend the mortal boundaries to the immortal land of eternity. We would unite and I hope there would be no political boundaries and religious fanaticism to separate us again.

You made an obdurate individual like me revisit and reconsider his longstanding beliefs. Your words would continue inspiring me and I would always abide by your noble principles. That defines why I didn’t precede your name with the term ‘late’ while addressing you at the beginning as the term, I believe, contains in it the seed of ‘goodbye’. I remember when you came to see me off at the Islamabad airport and I hugged you and whispered in your ear ‘goodbye’, you whispered back in mine, “It’s never goodbye..it’s eternal.”

                                                                                            ~Saurajit Sinha





She fights


                                       


                                             She  fights

“My wife’s pregnant”, said the father with joy
in his firm belief that in the womb lies a boy.
“It’s a girl”, the immoral doctor said,
“We can abort it if sufficiently paid.”
“Kill it, Kill it”, said the father,
“Have mercy”, mutters the weeping unborn daughter.
The mother said, “I will not deprive my child of her life.
In my womb she will thrive,
till she’s ready to see the day’s light.”
The daughter said, “Thanks mom for helping me in this fight.”
Thus the daughter arrives in this world so vile,
the world which men like her father defile.
The mother smiles and says, “The fight is over and done.”
The cruel world replies, “Hold on! It has just begun.”


“Have I done the right thing in bringing her into this world?”, a grieved mother sometimes regrets,
as she sees her daughter being made a victim of utter neglect.
The mother tried her best to protect the daughter from a family that deemed her a burden.
Only if they asked themselves, ”What would the world be with only men and no women?”
A distant old relative comes to realize an evil deed,
she accepted his chocolates oblivious to what this might lead.
In her old uncle, the four year old reposed her trust,
little knowing that soon she would be a victim of his filthy lust.
She is fondled and groped,
touched in a way that she loathed.
“What was that?” asked her innocent mind,
As the filthy reason she fails to find.

By and by, the innocent girl grew up,
amid a constant fight against such crimes uncurbed.
Many free mouths told her what to wear
They said, “Hungry beasts are on the prowl, beware.”
“Don’t provoke”, they said, “Cover yourself to the core.”
She wondered, “Did I provoke that old man at the age of four?”
To such advice she turned a deaf ear,
pursued her ambitions without any fear.
Returning from work, she was walking down a dark lane,
around the corner lurked some beastly men.
They pounced on her and assaulted her,
just like a prey is mauled by its predator.
She got back on her feet as the cowards fled,
they thought the hard blow on her head had left her dead.
Little did they know that of iron this woman is made
 and their cowardly attack would fail to make her spirit and her existence fade.
Some said, ”Shut your mouth and stay silent,
Forget this as an unfortunate incident.
Fighting back might put on your reputation a dent.”
She refused to be snubbed and called the cops,
She was not ready to silently sob
Instead she wanted to punish those by whom her dignity was robbed.
She eventually wins in putting them behind bars
Which seemed like a balm to her deepest scars.
Soon she was back to the mainstream life
Unlike most who post assault fail to strive.
There she soared high with her wings freed,
as she announced her victory over mankind’s filthy greed.


But the battle from birth did leave her exhausted,
True love and companionship was now what she wanted.
Then she meets a man and friendship grew.
In due course sparks of love flew.
The man said, “A daughter would give me as much mirth,
Shame on the world that gives them death before birth.”
With him she felt so secure and safe,
just the company for which she always craved.
On one of the dates, she held his hand tight
as she spoke of her endless fights.
She says, “My life was sans love and so was my fate.
But now things have changed that we have met.”
Tears in his eyes, he wipes her tears
Then a kiss on her forehead that made her cheer.
He says, “My dear, your story deserves to be heard and read.
The world should know of a woman so bold and brave.”
She smiles and says, “Put rhyme to my story, make a poem, my earnest request.”
Now I shall tell her, “Dear here it is...I have tried my best.”
                                                                                          ~Saurajit Sinha

Wednesday, February 20, 2019

AN ODE TO THE MARTYRS OF PULWAMA





                AN ODE TO THE MARTYRS OF PULWAMA

Leave is over”, arrives the duty’s call
Vows the man, “For my country I shall fight and fall.
It is time again to defend the nation
so that in peace can dwell my countrymen across generations.”
He packs his bag, dons the uniform and stands in front of the mirror,
he smiles and says, “Here I come mother to stifle terror.”

Tomorrow is 14th Feb, stay back for a day”, requests the weeping wife in vain.
He comforts, “Oh Honey! Do not cry. We are sure to meet again.”
Promise me that you will be back”, asks the lady with teary eyes.
The man salutes and says in jest, “Once you order ma’am, I have to abide.”
Bawling, a little angel runs into her father’s arms,
the man consoles as he listens to his daughter’s tantrums.
Crying she asks, “Oh Dada! Why do you always have to go?
Why can’t you wait and see me grow?”
The man smiles and says, “Dear, there are some bad men you know.
I must scold them so that our motherland doesn’t bow.”
His little princess smiles and declares, “Well then my dada is a hero!”
He touches his parents’ feet and takes their blessings.
The pain of separation evident in their tears and their lips dry and trembling.
He gives a quick kiss on his lady’s forehead
as he sets on a journey that his loved ones dread.

He joins his regiment and in buses they embark
to end the threats and stand as a bulwark.
The buses move in queue oblivious of the danger
as a militant lurked in a bomb-laden vehicle to unleash terror.
The vehicle rams into a bus and ensues a massive explosion.
Sadly demons have again succeeded in fulfilling their gory ambition.


The man lies injured on the cold road along with his fellow soldiers,
bruised in discharging the national duties that they shoulder.
Jai Hind” was all the man’s mutilated lips could mutter
as his mind’s eye sees the national flag flutter.
He recalls the memories of his parents, wife and daughter
then shuts his eyes and life closes in on him forever.

The nation arose to salute the heroes,
the ones who sacrificed their “today” so that we see the “tomorrow”.
Enclosed in a coffin, reaches home his mortal remains
as the nation unites to salute the fallen men.
The mother copiously cries and yet says with pride, “My son has attained martyrdom
as he was on his way to protect his mother, her dignity and her freedom.”
The little angel says, “Dada! Dada! Why you silent? I want to be cuddled.”
The wail and the the gun salute have left her innocent mind muddled.
The inconsolable wife helplessly pleads, “Please don’t do this to me dear.
Wake up, hold me tight and say it is just a nightmare.”

As he still lies cold, she reminds her love, “Before leaving, you promised you would come back as per my order.”
Just then her little daughter whispers in her ear, “Mama, he has kept his promise…..he is back but draped in the tricolor.”

                                                              ~SAURAJIT SINHA



     


Thursday, January 10, 2019

FREEDOM~THE SACROSANCT ELEMENT OF LIFE



                                                           FREEDOM


I was sitting on an easy chair in my veranda, staring at the sky overcast with dark clouds, a clear signal that a heavy downpour is imminent. The cool breeze carried with it, the sweet chirping of birds heralding the rain, the nature in a jovial mood as the rain would hopefully bring some respite in the sweltering heat of the summer. Flocks of birds were flying across the dark sky, their wings spread out in freedom and waiting for the rain drops to replenish their soul and spirit. Similar chirping from my pet parrot Prada drew my attention towards its cage. It was staring at the sky fluttering its wings vigorously. I pressed my ears closer and felt a stark difference between the chirping of the free souls in the sky and those of Prada. While the former melodiously spoke of the joys of liberty, the latter was the helpless voice of a chained slave with an undying hope of living and flying freely one day. Its vain attempt to break the cage seemed to articulate the essence, “Browbeaten yet not broken.” That seemingly simple sight of Prada initiated thousands of thoughts in my mind. There the flamingos with their blood red wings were describing circles in the sky and seemed to be championing the cause of freedom. Rain soon started pelting down hard but this was the first time that I felt the raindrops speaking to me. It was like the inconsolable tears of nature lamenting the life of those held in captivity. The chirping of the birds, sound of the rain pelting down, the thunder and the distant bawls of toddlers all seemed to be clamouring and pressing for the independence of those held in bondage. The order of releasing Prada seemed to be floating in the air and the rain, for the first time in my life spent so far, seemed so dictatorial to me. I closed my eyes and started cogitating on perhaps the most coveted part of life~ Freedom.

                    My mind ticked back to the period of Russian and Italian revolution when the citizens rose in sedition to overthrow the regime of tyrant hegemonic rulers. Lives were lost, blood was shed profusely but freedom was achieved. This in turn revived the memories of the brave sons and daughters of our motherland who wore the noose with a smile on their lips with a hope that their deaths would be an impetus to the fellow countrymen to go on waging fight against the oppressive foreign government. Their dream did become successful as widespread protests and uprising forced the British government to withdraw their colonial rule in India. Initially the protest for freedom was feeble but as time elapsed and the oppressive measures of the government went on escalating, the whole nation developed a sense of oneness and started asserting their right to freedom. The difference between life in non-confinement and in confinement is quite evident when we see a tiger hunting freely in the wild, symbolizing power and magnificence, a complete contrast to a morose and gloomy tiger held in captivity in the zoo.
                        Can one be held captive in servitude  for a long time? The desperation to attain freedom soon dominates over the strength of fetter that binds one to the pillar. The heart-wrenching lines of the poem, “The Slave’s Dream” by H.W. Longfellow iterated in my mind. As the poem ended with freedom reaching the slave through his death, I felt  tear oozing out of my closed eyes and trickling down my cheek. Thus, freedom can’t be stopped. Either we break the chain and free ourselves or death comes to our rescue and emancipates our tethered soul. The cries of my brother reached my ears as my mother refused to let him go out and play in the rain. Thus even a child protests when liberty is curbed. My contempt for those wicked men gained new heights for whom women feel their liberty restricted lest they become victims of these lurking beasts. Only one question was weighing on my mind —Why should an innocent be put behind bars?
                       I opened my eyes. Several minutes have passed and those precious minutes left me enlightened and the realization dawned on me that life and liberty are one and same. The rain stopped and once again the sky regained its blue colour. I looked at Prada and experienced a strange, inexplicable agony in my heart. It was silent with eyes closed as if it had surrendered to its fate, the fate I had written by locking it in a cage. I took a deep breath and opened the lock of the cage and said, “Freedom granted Prada.” It was silent for a moment, in utter disbelief, too good to be true it must have seemed. Then it flapped its wings, gave a strange chirping sound and out it flew into liberty. I kept my eyes fixed on Prada as it disappeared to the dominant heights of the deep blue sky, chirping and singing. “Is Prada chirping words of gratitude?”, I asked myself. I listened carefully and realized what it said~ “You haven’t shown me mercy. You have just given me the right that I always deserved.”

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